THIS ADDICT MIND OF MINE

THIS ADDICT MIND OF MINE

It’s fucking scary how quickly the mind goes right back to addict behavior.

If I get over stressed … “I know what will fix that.”

If I get over tired … “I know what will fix that.”

If I get over anxious … “I know what will fix that.”

If I get worried over bills … “I know what will fix that.”

If I get overwhelmed … “I know what will fix that.”

This addict mind of mine has all the answers.  It’s been programmed for nearly twenty years on how to behave and react.

Take a hit.  Take a drink.  Drop the fuck off the planet.

This addict mind of mine …

… will kill me.

This addict mind of mine …

…is a fucking idiot.